My moo-moo supply

Following my friend, Steven's advice, I've decided to post up photos of my milk supply. Not quite as impressive as Valin's (Steven's wife; Steve, pls wipe that smirk off your face) but it's still something. I'm not as dedicated as Valin and only express about a total of 25oz a day. I also don't keep record of how much I express each day; all I know is it's enough to feed Chris.

The milk is stored in milk bottles, and each bottle stores up to 5-6oz or 9oz.

This drawer in the freezer is specially dedicated for z milk (Bad photo, need better lighting)


I follow a system that's loosely based on FIFO but I also interlace the old milk, with some freshly squeezed ones. =) I consciously give Chris the new milk particularly when I'm sick so that he can benefit from the antibodies that my body produces.


AFter all the hard work, sad to say I think I'll be quitting breastfeeding soon. But I shall perservere to feed Chris exclusively on breast milk for at least 4 months. Sigh... just not as motivated this time around.

Circus comes to town?

No, the circus was not in town but Dennis sure looked like he was preparing for an audition with the circus - "juggling" to hold 2 spades with his neck while trying hard to keep a pail on his head.
Btw, he loves holding things with his neck....I wonder why...

Little Michelin

Haven't had time to write much so I've decided to put up some photos of my little prince instead. He's turned into quite a Michelin Man, hasn't he? =)

Chris at 1 month old

.....now at 2 months plus, almost 3 months

Memory loss

It is soo true that motherhood erodes one's memory. At the first day back at work, I found myself getting into the elevator and staring hard at the buttons...........trying to remember which floor my office is located. It took me a good few minutes to recall...actually I didn't quite recall. I just sorta remember that it's located at the very last floor that elevator can go to. I tried my luck and thank god, was right.

Hey, I almost whipped out my business card to check already, ok!

A child is born

He is finally out. After weeks of anxious waiting, Christopher Lai Yong Chang finally arrived into this world in style on the 22nd of May 2008. He made mummy go completely au naturale, without epidural. Anybody who knows me knew that I was not going to deliver without epidural. Little did I know that my baby had a different plan for me. This is how it all happened:

1.00am : My water broke. I was sleeping soundly when suddenly I felt liquid trickling out. As more liquid continued to flow out, I knew this was it.

2.00am: Keat and I checked in to the specialist clinic, 2 minutes away from my MIL’s house. The midwife examined my cervix and said that it’s already dilated by 2cm. Great! All that hard work done without any contraction.

2:30 am: I proceeded to change, clear my bowel, do all the deeds. After all that, the midwife checked my cervix again and said that it’s already dilated by 4-5cm. This was again, without any contraction. Yippee, things couldn’t be going any better.

At that point, I asked the midwife if I could take the epidural now. Her reply was, ”What epidural! You’re too late for that! At 4cm, you can’t take epidural anymore.” "What! That's not what I've planned!" Protest all I want but there was just no turning back. Fear started creeping in. All I could do was wait anxiously for the contraction to kick in. I really didn’t know how bad it would be.

3.00am: still no sign of contraction. The dilation had also slowed down. No improvement since the last check. I was beginning to think that Chris had pulled a fast one on mummy - get her to dilate fast in the beginning so she couldn't use epidural and then let's take it easy.

3:30am: some mild contraction, nothing I could not handle. I continued to chat with the nurse and midwife to ignore the discomfort. Despite the contraction, not much improvement in the dilation

4.00am: The gynae arrived. Dilation was about 6-7cm now.

4.45am: the contraction suddenly escalated and became unbearable. I started to squeal in pain.

Things became hazy after that… I lost track of time. At about 5+, the gynae checked my cervix for the last time and announced that it was time to push. I had this urge to push badly too to get the baby out and end the suffering. The pushing started. I don’t remember how long it took but it felt like forever, having to battle with the pain and exhaustion. Boy, I thought the pain from contraction was bad, but the worst was actually when the baby’s coming out.

As baby Chris came out and his crying pierced through the peace of the dawn, all the pain just disappeared. Keat had the honour of cutting the umbilical cord. He said it felt just like cutting calamari. I was just soooo exhausted but exhilarated to see my new baby. Welcome to the world baby Chris.

Barely 1 week old, doesn't he look like such a big boy in this pic?

36th week

Went for my 36th week checkup on Monday. The 36th week scan is the final scan and luckily, I managed to catch a glimpse of Junior 2's face again. He's grown quite chubby on the cheek! Doc said baby already weighs about 2.6kg so he's ready to be born anytime now.

Lately I've been experiencing more Braxton Hicks (for the uninitiated, Braxton Hicks is fake contraction) which means my uterus is practising hard for the real thing. I experienced it yesterday evening, in the middle of the night and this morning. It got me a bit panicky because sometimes it's hard to tell the fake one from the real one. It can also be easily mistaken for a bad tummy ache.

The pain at the groin area has also become increasingly unbearable. It hurts even when I walk. Somehow, I don't remember going through this when I was carrying Dennis, maybe because he's smaller.

With all that discomfort, I really can't wait for the baby to be out soon!

Sing along

Dennis loves to sing even though he can't verbalise the words yet. His vocabs are still very limited and haven't developed much from the past months. But that doesn't stop him from singing!! He sings along when he watches his favourite videos and listens to his songs.

Here are 2 videos of him singing. The first one shows him singing along with mummy in the last bit of the ABC song - note the dramatic finale. =)

In the second video, he is mummy's back-up singer, barking along as I sang the Mandarin song about a dog. But we didn't finish the song because as usual, he got distracted after a while.